Heart catherization

So it is May 212024.  It is pouring rain and thundering lightning And very warm. It has been 1 week Since I had my heart catheterization. I have felt pain have not been able to eat General depression. I guess the heart is like that it's an important Organ in the sense that It keeps us alive And it is known Symbolically to hold love and hate and hate and many emotions I thought maybe it would be Just like having any other procedure you know like a DNC or colonoscopy That it's not It makes you think About life. It makes you realize how precious it is and it's kind of surreal to know that this is happened to you.

Thank you God for this day that begins as a new adventure in time
24 hours of God and me
just doing our thing together as the world continues on its path as well
people are being born, people are dying, and some are working out their plans for this day
I myself am waiting on the Lord
and my doctor

Hi God
itsa me again
wonder if the only thing I can focus on today is my pain
how bout I try to focus on what your plans are for me this day?
What did you want from me?
Shall I go out with my family?
Is it good to be here or visit the lake?
What shall we do?
If you allow me a choice I can say to be still
and know that You are God
you DO have a plan for me this day
waiting
it is July 21, 2020

Hi God its me again Barb
How are You doing?
Happy with us all? 
Guess not
Well my day started with a blood test

waiting now for answers
Can you tell me ahead of time 
ok You did
I got that
so why do i feel so anxious
Trust in the Lord with ALL your heart
Lean NOT on your own understanding
in ALL  your ways acknowledge Him
 and HE WILL direct your paths. Proverbs 3:5
ty God ty
in Jesus name amen

WORD FOR LIFE: I buy an agenda but barely use itSome books on cr...

WORD FOR LIFE: I buy an agenda but barely use it
Some books on cr...: I buy an agenda but barely use it Some books on crafts or diet find their way to my shelf but are barely read But when I forget to read m...

I buy an agenda but barely use it
Some books on crafts or diet find their way to my shelf but are barely read

But when I forget to read my bible
then I start to stutter
like when you cannot get the words out
and then I forget how to savor the aromas and tastes that God's menu offers
those savory grace filled bowls of mercy and love sure are missed when I do not visit the source of it all

Like remembering the taste of a faraway bistro and its offerings is how I feel when I fail to be present in the great feast of God's words
How rewarding it is to inhale, eat, and digest His promises
and then to share them with others
may be the best "pin" you will ever do

LIFE ROAD

People who I knew as a kid have already done the big jump
They are not with us any longer
Reading their obituary is a rude wake up call for me
and yet the sadness this brings is not because they are gone to the big beyond
but because I only thought NOW

to see how they are
after fifty odd years i decide to look them up
so what kind of person am i doing this?

Like all of us I got busy with life
and forgot the ones who shared my life as a young child

Now its a bit late
Why God leaves some of us here and takes some of us is an unknown
but I know I will carefully make sure to write or call those whom I once knew and shared laughs with
Traveling along this life road is more than just scenery and photos
I want to visit too